Sunday, February 17, 2008

Let me out.

My arms are covered in goose bumps. It's cold in here.

It's a lot harder to heat a 5 bedroom home in a rural town than it is to keep a mid-sized, walk-up apartment in Toronto toasty. I've had a wool blanket draped across my shoulders all day.

My man and I picked up two Greyhound, student fare, tickets and hit the road to his home town to visit his parents. Almost 6 hours later we were somewhere else, somewhere far away from where I feel I should be right now. There's so much work that needs to be done. Although, my heart needed a break. A big break.

The city hasn't worn me out just yet, but I feel like I'm spinning in circles. I was hoping the quiet in this town would help.

Sadly, the clouds moved in to shower the day in freezing rain. It froze. It also kept me inside, fearing a bad fall like everyone else outside. I'm getting cabin fever, itchy feet.

I just want out. I want to explore.

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